4 days MC...I almost can't remember at all the name of illness
that I'm suffering.
Costochondritis
That's the name. You might wiki if you want to know more but
briefly what I can describe is, too painful!! Fuhh!!! Senget2
muka menahan sakit. Macam tulang rusuk ni nak patah...dan macam
dada kena penumbuk.
Only few mates knows about this. Others who I believe more to
'menyibuk' than concern...I just tell them..."Saja, nak cuti..."
kelassss jawapan ko Jah!! Sakit ati je orang yang menanya.
Sakit ati sebab dengki! Tengok muka dah tau...
However,
In my situation, during this situation, I found out there are
still those who really honest for being my friend. One fella,
who is working at HQ, we seldomly meet but this fella always
been nice to me whenever we meet.
And beside those 'best friends', this fella had picked up the
phone and asking on my condition. For a while I thought it's only
a friendly ice breaking before he jumped into 'job matters'...
but right till the end of our conservation, all we talked was
about my health and my condition.
'Take a good rest ye kak!'
Wahhhh...unbeliavable!
Sometimes kan, when there are outsiders who shows their concern
on us, it will make us feel precious.
Thank you mate!
Thursday, November 17, 2011
When You Are...
When you are in a position where you can't trust anyone
around you, it will increasingly hurt you from inside.
You will no longer be able to hold on your duties and
you keep losing focus.
You will no longer want to speak since talking to
distrustful fellas is no more your interest. The detest
feeling to those who once you called friends keep
growing it burns you day by day.
When you feel what ever you have done in previous
are never been appreciated, you will broke down...and
patching up yourself would never be easy.
We could and somehow, definitely should be strong.
But sometimes, we should find our strenght somewhere
outside our comfort zone. The strenght might been build
up through the eyes of those who unknown to you...not
those who pick a fight on you or you yourself.
around you, it will increasingly hurt you from inside.
You will no longer be able to hold on your duties and
you keep losing focus.
You will no longer want to speak since talking to
distrustful fellas is no more your interest. The detest
feeling to those who once you called friends keep
growing it burns you day by day.
When you feel what ever you have done in previous
are never been appreciated, you will broke down...and
patching up yourself would never be easy.
We could and somehow, definitely should be strong.
But sometimes, we should find our strenght somewhere
outside our comfort zone. The strenght might been build
up through the eyes of those who unknown to you...not
those who pick a fight on you or you yourself.
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