Deceased

Another lost of family members. Although it is not shock as the first time
we know he had a a lung cancer, yet it still a very sad moment for
every one of us in the family. We are cousin, a huge gap of age, not too close,
seldomly meet in a year, but I know him much enough to make me cry over his lost.

I hate funeral...too much sorrow to bear. Sometimes, I feel like I'm
not crying over the one who passed away, but over those who are left behind.
Especially on those who are so close to the deceased.

Last night, after I received this sad news, I can't help myself thinking
about myself. My cousin is just 49 years old, which for me is not so old...
but death will invite those without any judge on their age.

And I'm no hell ready

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